I sit here wondering..

How is everyone doing? Feels like im always looking back at my past reminiscing the good times. If not, i wouldnt be back onto this platform typing something out. But alas i am here. But is it because the me now is just alone? Do i have no one to turn to because no one in my current life knows the real me? Where it seems will i find the people who truly knows me.. Everyday is a good day to lie. The light that shines casts a shadow on whats really on my mind. Theres already too many layers. To many to unravel the true me deep down. Its a long night...

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